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do you have a ranking of your favourite arcane characters?
this might come as a little bit of a shocker…
MOST
Caitlyn
Vi
Jayce
Mel
Sevika
Ekko
Jinx
Ambessa
Viktor
LEAST
caitlyn is my absolute FAVORITE character!! idk what it is about her but i want to have her children! i would definitely be her little housewife fr! she has me acting in ways… IM CONCERNED ABOUT. i would definitely be in her corner like “babe stop this isn’t you! look at me baby this isn’t you! don’t let jinx get you there.” …yeah it’s bad.
vi is a VERY CLOSE second. i absolutely ADORED her character. she lowkey reminds me of myself fr, willing to do anything and everything for the ones she loves. i have an older brother who has autism and would DIE for that mf fr! i really loved how even though she was frustrated with jinx… she never really gave up on her… in my eyes at least.
…now… jayce i’m not gonna lie.. he’s position on this list is a SHOCK to me. i was a jayce HATER all throughout the show! mainly because i was jealous with the way he got the baddest bitch in the show mel.. YES IM A HATER! but chileee… when he popped back up with beard… SUMN WAS PURRING 🤪 i’m a slut for mean with beards.
mel, mel, mel… when she first popped up on my screen I was deadass stunned with how stunning that woman was! then when she first started getting with jayce i was like: 🤨😕. i couldn’t believe it. i was also definitely one of those people who shipped her with sevika even though those two NEVER interacted. but yeah her aura was so strong she had me hating jayce. WHEN SHE UNLOCKED HER POWERS OH MY GOD I WAS SCREAMING AND JUMPING FOR JOY! baddest bitch. 😌
sevika was definitely someone else who caught my attention when the show first started! i thought she was THE COLDEST mf they introduced! even when she betrayed vander i was upset a bit, but also at the same time… i supported it??? because she just wants the best for her people! i was literally so pissed she kept getting that vegeta treatment tho… LIKE COME ON!
NOW the only reason ekko is so low on this list is because… most of the people above him they got EXTRA POINTS because i’m attracted to them! ekko is honestly so adorable and just the goat fr! that’s my son fr! little man when he was so small 🥹 MY SON!!! i was having heart palpitations when him, hiemerdinger, and jayce where glitching out during the wild runes scene! MY BOY JUST WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS WRONG WITH HIS TREE!
the reason jinx is where she is on this list is literally the same as ekko’s! jinx and ekko idk how they are so that’s an immediate “you’re my child and if anything happens to you, i’ll kill everyone.” jinx was also one of them characters that deadass HAD ME DYING! the scene with enforcer not believing she’s jinx, when silco was calling for her but she was too busy jamming, when she jumped sevika and tied her up, asking her sister if her caitlyn fucked before she killed them, almost crashing out when viktor called her powder… THE LIST GOES ON! she an icon, a legend, and she is the moment! 😌
ambessa she had me in the first half, like when she was first introduced! i’m pretty sure if she didn’t end up being an opp… she would definitely be higher on the list! the only thing ambessa got going for her rn is she’s hot! I JUST HATE WAR STARTING/LOVING ASS BITCHES!! like for why! DO THAT SHIT ON YOUR OWN TERF DON’T BRING THAT MESS OVA HEA! also she slapped mel so that DEF docked some fucking points!
now this might be an unpopular opinion… i might get hate for it… i thought viktor was the most boring character on the show highkey fr! IM SORRY IM SORRY! like he had his moments that man is a sassy king… but other than that I didn’t really rock with viktor as a character or as potential boo thing. when it comes to science people… it’s hit or miss for me fr. also… that mf ran a cult 🙅🏾♀️ NO THANKS
HONORABLE FAVS
vander
isha
babette
shoola
lest
claggor
cassandra
HONORABLE LEAST FAVS
SILCO
that rat looking mf
MADDIE
mylo
that guy who was in sevika’s gang who was also licking something or someone
#trinity💭tings#trinityyaps 💬#arcane#arcane vi#vi arcane#arcane caitlyn#caitlyn kiramman#arcane jayce#jayce talis#arcane mel#mel medarda#arcane ambessa#ambessa medarda#arcane ekko#arcane jinx#arcane viktor#arcane sevika#sevika arcane
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[1935]
They were running well. Signal lights shone green as they passed. Then, a yellow signal appeared. The driver prepared to stop, but the home signal was down.
“All clear, Henry!” He shouted. “Away we go!”
“What was that?”
“I said al-”
“No. Did you see that?”
“…The home signal?”
“Yeah. I thought I saw… something yellow for a second.”
The driver and stoker exchanged a look of confusion.
“You see anything, Ted?” The driver asked.
“Nothin’ but me fire, Burnie.” Ted chuckled. “An’ a course, the sparks tryin'a burn me alive.”
“Maybe that was it…” Henry murmured to himself. Even as he thought it, he couldn't convince himself. He pushed on with an unconformable feeling rising in his boiler.
Just past the signal pole was a set of points. Again, Henry swore he could see a yellow shimmer - this time, on the points themselves. He shut his eyes, and pushed on towards the junction. There was nothing to worry about.
[ / ]
“Of course. Of course!! Just my rotten luck!!”
James had been shunted into a siding to let the Flying Kipper pass. Normally, the Midnight Goods was considerably further along by now, but it seemed tonight's run was simply cursed.
“First the trucks are all in the wrong places, and the shunter is out of action tonight of all nights, then those blasted axleboxes, my headlamp, the blooming signals!! Every possible thing is just ganging up on me tonight!”
“Shouting to the heavens about it won't solve anything.” Sighed his driver, as he trudged back up to the cab.
“If one more thing goes wrong on this train, I'm gonna f-”
James got no further, as a splintering, deafening crash came from the other end of the train.
#thomas and friends#ttte#thomas the tank engine and friends#railway series#rws#ttte henry#ttte james#ttte troublesome trucks#he'll be fine :]
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Carmy's type
I have already gone over why the C person felt attracted to him and why he allowed her to prey on him the way she did. If you wanna take a walk down memory lane, here is the post:
Now, on Carmy's part, there are more layers, of course:
IMO Carmy's type is the CHALLENGING type.
And I know what you may be thinking, that nothing was challenging about the C person because she made herself extremely available for him from the very get-go. Well, yes and no. Yes, as a young adult, she did. BUT as a teenager, there was a mutual attraction at school, and yet none of them addressed it. She thought he was too much of an introvert and he was indeed too shy. Also, IMO that reads as: Carmy was in no way, shape, or form part of the "cool kids" gang, even though he really wanted that because Mikey was, and Michael was his hero, and the C person was a nerdy girl that was trying to fit in,
Omellete | 02x09
so socializing with the stuttery, uncool, "never-had-any-girlfriends" kinda guy, wasn't gonna help her push her "fitting in" agenda, so she didn't even try.
Pop | 02x05
Therefore, the only reason why he started a relationship with C in the first place was that he wanted to get her out of his system because back in HS she did represent a challenge for him, which he couldn't face, so she was a "pending" challenge, he had the chance to cross off his list of unfinished business. Obviously, this business was unfinished because it hadn't even started to begin with, but she gave him the chance to remove her from his own bucket list:
Being popular ✅
Getting laid ✅
Dating my frustrated HS sweetheart ✅
So she represented a distraction from whom he really wants and deems out of his league -at least until he can get her that star- [because, in his head, they are not really getting it together, he's doing it for her to give it to her, it's his offering to prove himself worthy of her. Till that happens, he will feel scared shitless of really going for Syd, so he went for the consolation prize instead because it was just easier and it still meant he was taking on an old challenge he could finally overcome.]
What he liked about that relationship with C was the exit she facilitated.
So he wouldn't have to deal with his real feelings, which I already addressed in previous posts
To distract himself of whom he really wants, and he thinks he's not good enough for:
Syd.
The great news is that now he crossed C off his list, he can move on (after he fucking apologizes or can work out some kind of symbolic closure).
We all know that, by now, he knows exactly what he feels for Sydney.
Even though in the beginning he may have underestimated the depth of his feelings for her:
By the time he crawled his way out THAT panic attack, he was widely aware of exactly what she meant for him and to what lengths he was willing to go to be with her and be worthy of her love.
No wonder he "broke up" with C that same night, whether he intended to do it or not. What he said in that walk-in was on his mind anyway, and it may have come out at the wrong time in the wrong way but still, he wanted out of that relationship for sure, once he knew the place Syd had in his heart.
No more amusement and enjoyment, diversion and entertainment:
It was time to get serious and really take on ALL his new challenges, facing them head on.
Hear me out:
His type is: CHALLENGING and Syd is exactly that for him.
The new challenges he took on, because he LOOOOOVES challenges to re-validate himself through them, are the restaurants. Yes, plural.
First, The Beef:
Then The Bear:
Then Syd's star:
The daily rotating menu:
In other words:
SYD
Because all those paths lead to her in one way or another, they are all synonyms in his head. They all represent his love for her and all he does because of her.
Even when he was working on trying to flip The Beef and elevate it, he only could do it because he teamed up with Syd, he couldn't do it with the team against him.
Syd was the game changer and that's why she became his new challenge eventually. That inspiration, drive, and PURPOSE he got from her, were what ended up making him fall in love with her.
Bonus track: I already mentioned this on my meta, as shown above, but it BEARS repeating, that when they get the star he will make his move. So that takes us straight to S4.
Moreover, he has to, to break his own pattern and grow.
So, he will see himself as finally worthy of Syd, once he gets the star for her (like I said, in his head, they are not doing it together, he's doing it for her). Let's not forget that reality is distorted for him, due to trauma. But that's changing because he broke down and survived, he faced his nemesis and made it in one peace, and he got HIS closure,
so as long as he doesn't lose Syd in the process he's gonna be fine next season. And we know he didn't lose her, we know she stayed. She chose him over Shapiro. S4 is gonna be all about his and their recovery.
Remember to follow my tag #Gingerpovs 💋
#the bear#sydcarmy#carmy berzatto#sydney adamu#carmy x sydney#carmen berzatto#the bear fx#the bear hulu#syd x carmen#sydcarmy meta#the bear meta#the bear season 4 gingerpredictions#the bear season 4#HE GETS OFF WITH CHALLENGES#HE REAFFIRMS HIS IDENTITY AND SELF-WORTH WITH THEM#HE LOSES INTEREST IF IT'S NOT CHALLENGING ENOUGH FOR HIM#HE DOESN'T KNOW ANY OF THIS BC IT'S OPERATING FROM AN UNCONSCIOUS LEVEL#sydcarmy endgame#syd x carmy#syd adamu#carmen x sydney#sydney x carmy#carmy x syd#gingerpovs#carmy meta
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how genderbending the warriors (2024) is done not for the sole sake of "bad-assery"
okay here we go feminist ramble time for our newest chick on the block: warriors. now i'll be honest, prior to listening to the album, when i first heard that the warriors main girls were originally dudes in the movie and the novel, i thought that the decision for the genderbending, in lmm's perspective, were from the following: 1.) girl power move in like a very basic meaning of the word "bad-ass" 2.) simply a twist on a cult movie about big gang bros loved by the film bros, and 3.) a way to have the schuyler sisters back together gjfkdfldf
but when i read more about warriors and its development and how lmm took inspiration from the gamergate controversies of 2014-2015 aka among the peak of gamerbro misogyny campaigns, that's when i realized that Oh Shit Is Serious - because adapting a story about a group being framed and targeted and harassed for something they are accused of doing without any substantial proof other than a man screaming "THE WARRIORS SHOT CYYYYRUUS" with 21st century misogyny campaigns in mind makes the theme of fighting back a lot more complicated and a lot more resonant, going beyond just marketing a cast you can call "badass"
take the hurricanes' quiet girls, for example. the hurricanes (concept album version) is the only gang that lets the warriors off the hook and with a stern warning: quiet girls don't make it home. here, the hurricanes berate the warriors for not saying shit or attempting to defend themselves from accusations they know well aren't true. THIS MESSAGE IN PARTICULAR is what stays and influences ajax, fox, and swan til the very end of their stories.
literally one song after this does ajax show how easily she resonated with the hurricanes' lesson by finally sticking with her gut and actually choosing to fight back against both the baseball furies AND against the sleazy undercover cop. the latter encounter is one of the instances that really solidifies the recontextualization of the story because in the OG movie, ajax (a dude) WAS the sleazy fuck up harassing a woman in a park - and now with the literal character switch, ajax goes from being just a rebellious gangbro dude bro into someone whose want to fight is warranted. such a want to fight is seen in fox seeing as fox is the first to comment on the quiet girls scene and that, in the concept album, she is the one that instigates the rumble against the police in union square - saying that she is sick of being afraid of them and their 'fuckin powder blue' colors (also notice how she is the only warrior that really does say fuck the cops i think that's cool BUT I'LL TALK ABOUT FOX MORE NEXT TIME)
to a less obvious extent, swan also gets the receiving end of this recurring theme - by the album's finale, the usually violence-averse caution-first interim leader becomes a lot fiercer in protecting her crew. but perhaps among what i consider to be the biggest recontextualized change in the feminist sense is MERCY and her motivations to join the warriors in the first place. according to the wiki, her attraction to swan and the warriors and um seeing the orphans as wimps is what led her to switch sides BUT IN THE CONCEPT ALBUM, mercy's motivation to become a warrior is deepened, rooted in admiration rather than attraction - wanting to be like those women who hold their head up high. and again, we see this in Sick of Runnin' when she takes part in the rumble, finding her bravery within their ranks as they fight back. here, mercy becomes less of a swan tagalong and more of someone that wants what the warriors have: pride.
of course now that i type this out i realize that warriors is not based solely on the feminist rhetoric as with their theme of hope amidst adversity, the story is more intersectional and rooted in community struggle and wanting for more than that. but nonetheless, i genuinely believe that the twt filmbros arguments on why the genders should not have been changed in the first place just for "woke" points is kinda like,,,very shortsighted because not only does the narrative of women narrowly escaping unwarranted accusations actually fucking fit, but the act of learning to fight back amidst all odds - be it that of disbelieving, predatory men or the power of oppressive pigs - stays resonant for women yesterday, today, and the days to come.
ultimately, warriors (2024) is not solely a tale of female badassery - rather, it is a tale of the need for such "female badassery" in the face of past and present realities, which is why it somehow fucking worked.
#believe me i admire lin greatly but i did not think this would work as well as it did#i genuinely thought upon the reveal of the all girl cast that this was gonna be um woo girl power moment and just that#i was not expecting the recontextualization of the plot#eSpECIALLY WITH AJAX AND MERCY HOLY SHIT#i guess less so for swan and fox tho because swan is um character development throughout the show thing#while fox! fox is um look im gonna get right back to u peeps on that#because i an still studying their film version and um gathering my thoughts#because in the film fox was the one that saw luther shoot cyrus#so with cleon now taking that burden#im studying what would this mean for fox in the concept album#but thats a story for another day but in any case#warriors (2024) is not a story solely for selling musical theatre women looking cool as fuck in punk leather#it is ultimately a story of struggle - both in the feminist lens and the intersectional sense#(because gang and grassroot communities and all)#warriors#warriors album#warriors musical#eisa davis#lin manuel miranda
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oh, to be an absolute ten while a repressed belligerent asshole administers to you the kiss of life
#the radiant emperor#she who became the sun#he who drowned the world#xu da#general ouyang#my art#you THOUGHT. you thought. that xuyang would be safe from me well it's NOT#it's not and gang it's probably gonna get worse than this#anyway this is the second render i did for this and i flip flopped a LOT over whether I'd post both#but at the end of the day this one? just looks better#also I'm gonna start putting ids on things bc not doing so is irresponsible and dumb and there's literally NO reason not to do it#click for better quality bc god did tumblr make this look like I drew it across three pixels :))))
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* Kris...Let's go back there tomorrow, alright?
@pscentral event 30: friendship ↳ Kris and Susie: Deltarune Chapters 1 & 2
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#deltarune#kris dreemurr#susie#*#userbaz#userlaro#i wanted to do the the whole fun gang but there's not a lot of cutscenes with all of them where they're not just standing#also thought about doing susie and lancer because duh#but OH the two kids who barely know each other and isolate themselves from everyone in their lives to avoid vulnerability#but end up finding escape in the world they created together and UGH#and i didn’t notice until i started watching through the cutscenes#presumably the whole 'kris resisting your control' subplot starts with them ripping out your soul at the end of chapter one#BUT ACTUALLY IT DOESN'T#you know what the first action kris makes by themself even before ripping out your soul#without direction from another character or interaction from the player#IT WAS JUMPING IN FRONT OF SUSIE TO SHIELD HER FROM THE KING#ARE YOU KIDDING ME#THE FIRST THING THEY EVER DID ON THEIR OWN#also the fact that their weapons are LITERALLY EACH OTHER’S COLOR#I'M GONNA ROT
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@meltedmercury jokingly saying princess AU luz is a covid puppy made me DESPERATELY need to go make a Separation Anxiety Compilation, so:
princess luz the covid puppy, with some bonus polyamory....
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and this one COULD be cut off after "this cannot be news to you," but i'm a Big Fan of whatever the fuck lumiter are doing here:
.....one of these days you three are gonna HAVE to DTR.
#this isn't even complete. i didn't pull anything from the camila fic bc i was just grabbing moments i thought of off the top of my head#and the camila fic is mostly about HUNTER'S separation anxiety. which is nearly as bad as luz's.#one thing about me is if i get an opportunity to create a codependent relationship. it's gonna be CODEPENDENT codependent#i did forget just how gay that last amity hunter installment is and it's kind of killing me.#like girl. WHAT are you three doing. WHAT ARE YOU DOING. WHAT ARE YOU DOINGGG#WHAT IS THIS. WHAT ARE ANY OF YOU DOING.#toh#princess luz au#my writing#luz noceda#hunter toh#amity blight#horrible mindscape trauma pals#shitty idiot repression gang#and who is that other witch
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Totally understand this isn’t everyone’s thing, but unfortunately for y’all I love fucked up family dynamics, SO
#my art#described#tw: pseudo incest#SHOULDVE ADDED THAT TO BEGIN WITH SORRY GANG#not gonna put this in the main character tags cus I know it’s uncomfortable for folks#well maybe I’ll indulge a lil with…#sorak#if ur tagging him ur probably acknowledging that he’s their son so lol#I just don’t think spock would like him all that much!! and in doing so repeat the sins of his own father!! raghhhhhhh!!!!!!#or at the very least it takes spock a lot of time to come to terms with that being his son and the conditions he was made under. like a lot.#saavik feels that brief hesitancy then decides that’s not gonna be a thing ever. like no her son is never going to doubt how much she -#- just adores him.#somethin about that hellguard upbringing…#Sorak knows how messed up it is. he’s reminded every time he looks in a mirror or hears his mother call his father ‘father’ too#he knows they’d probably be happier without him - he feels it radiating off his father. but he’s afraid to express how much he knows.#I thought of including the grandparents as well… namely I think sarek would have a heart attack LMAO but I didn’t have as much for them#anywagy
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"Such a massive skull....
It must be hiding an equally massive brain!"
TerukiWeek 2024, Day Five
Hair AND Trauma...
#terukiweek2024#i wanted this 1ne 2 b a little silly#i think its funny that ritsu thought he just had a bigass noggin when he first met him so i played off of that :)#also the trauma is ritsu's raging jealousy of teru's enormous intellect in case you couldnt tell [joke]#AGAIN I THINK ITS HILARIOUS EVERYONE DID HAIR AND TRAUMA CUZ I KNEW I WAS GONNA DO THE SAME THING#ritsu teru friendies is so funny 2 mi. like they are crazee#i like the wig btw guys. like actually its so fun to just draw upwards and have it kinda fizzle out#now im out til birthday day..... gotta work on that 1ne gang...........#mob psycho 100#mp100#mob psycho fanart#teruki hanazawa#hanazawa teruki#ritsu kageyama#kageyama ritsu#implied terumob as always
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coil ch
edit: tumblr stole half of my tags so i put a bad version of the second half of what i was trying to say in my notes :( sorry
#magic and mystery#m&m coil#this one was actually sweet tho#kinda mad that lockhart's getting any credit at all but what can ya do#i think i would be more destroyed if blaise actually killed him#hhow tf did he actually find the chamber tho???#like what could make you guess there???#i hope that gets answered#cant remember how he found out in the hp books either#think he followed them????? maybe???#but he took too long to have followed them in coil i think.. so idk#but it was an incredibly sweet ending#and i like that we got to see ginny's love for chaos form#if allegory writes another year then that year will be insane#especially w/ percy and pansy now in the gang too ??!!#man the gang is going#and again i predicted since early coil that by the end of coil pansy would join the gang#i believed in her#dad snape is back again and thank god too#obviously the pm is gonna mess w/ their relationship#but yk#him getting his name cleared and not being able to do anything abt it im happy but worried abt him going home#how are they even gonna end the year off??? will snape pomfrey and mcgonagall rlly let him go home#theyre gonna have too right??#also the diary is still in play and im concerned#but for now we have a ch ending on a nice note#ALSO I FINALLY GOT MY BLAISE POV ID BEEN CALLING FOR AWHILE NOW#surprised it took this long and that it didnt address things i thought it would#it was good and it made since for him to be thinking like that in the moment#but i rlly want him to atleast address pansy's arm getting broken eventually
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Another ask for the day! :D
How would Fleetway Sonic and Scourge react if Fleetway (Good/Amnesiac) Super Sonic got a girlfriend but that girlfriend is Rosy the rascal from scourge dimensión but she is chill except with scourge and still wants to Smash him with her hammer so Super has to calm down his girl
Ahkjdfasfd Scourge would be furious and outraged. Sonic how can you let Rosy into this dimension!!!! Aren't you worried she'll be a bad influence on Super? Do you want him to turn murderous again, because that's what Rosy will do.
Sonic, of course, would find this fucking hilarious (once he realises Scourge was not the one to let her into his dimension, just because he let Scourge in doesn't mean he's chill with lookalikes of all his friends running around in his dimension) and do absolutely nothing to help. If she posed a genuine threat to Scourge he'd probably step in, but until then, he's gonna sit back and watch the show. He is questioning how the fuck she got in this dimension, though
The good news for Scourge is Super will probably keep her away from him, because the further away she is from Scourge, the further away Super is from Sonic, and he is not exactly eager to be around Sonic at all if he can help it
#sonic the hedgehog#scourge the hedgehog#fleetway sonic#stc sonic#fleet!sonourge#asks#headcanon#fleetway super sonic#sonic is gonna be like 'damn scourge do u wanna invite the rest of your gang into my dimension while you're at it???'#super/rosy isn't a ship i've considered fhdkfj#although tbf i haven't considered most ships with super#except with mighty??? not fleetway!mighty but. prime mighty maybe#that might be cute. super would enjoy having someone who understands the pacifist thing i think#but i haven't thought about that MUCH just in passing#even if i had thought about it i'd probably have to talk about it on my main blog so i won't clog up this blog#super/rosy could be funny though and i do love a funny ship#(obviously. i wouldn't be shipping fleet!sonic and scourge if it weren't for the fact they're so damn funny)
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“a sicks’ dream come true; coming soon to fanfic channels near you”
#presenting my cursed sleep-deprived brainworm of the day: nagisa gets sold to ft4 for uni fees#or well. more like they’re looking for a live-in assistant dude. thing. or sth. idk#and papa shiranami just sells his son off bc ‘hey it’s literal free real estate!!! plus he’s gonna get paid for the entire deal so why not?’#nagisa initially pitches a fit at his dad a la gamushara yelling scene bc ‘dad!!!!!! how could you just sell me off to some strangers?!!!!’#‘shhhh son; think of the free housing. in ✨t o k y o✨. stuff’s expensive there yk’ ‘but still!!!!!’#so nagi sulkily packs his bags and heads out; trying to motivate himself with thoughts of ‘hey at least i’ll get to see hiyori more often’#then he arrives at the train station and sees our favourite 5-man non-idol gang… and promptly passes out#when he comes to… poor guy finds himself right smack in the middle of a hugeass canopy bed#with dai sitting smugly by the side like ‘the great me carried you back mans. you’re welcome ;)’ with a tip of his cool fedora#and that’s when nagi realises that 1) it’s not a dream and that he actually has to live with his oshis now. and 2) damnnnn this bed is soft#cohabitation shenanigans happen. as they would seeing as the entire gang + rio’s niece live together in this oddly huge megu-owned penthouse#plus free bi-weekly vacations to megu’s family villa bc they can never spend a waking moment without each other#and nagi finds it strange that the group is oddly accomodating of his uni schedule when it concerns his job tasks and such…#or that they collab with lxl (hi hiyori!!!) way more than they should typically be…#but he brushes it off when rio asks him to cook with him or sth idk i mean how often do you get to cook with your oshi????#and idk eventually the jig is up and it’s revealed that hiyori was the one who was accidentally behind the whole thing#like a ‘sorry nagisa i told uchida that you’d be moving here too but lxl were there the entire time and they went and got ft4 to buy you’#or something kinda thing. idk. bc everything has to be lxl’s fault; even when they’re just lurking in the bg#i’m def gonna regret this later lmao. it’s almost 2.30 in the am; i have not written in months; and i’ve never read a sold to 1.d. fic ev er#this is the kind of cosmic horror that only sleep-deprived brains can cook up ig…….. oh wells#it is suiyoubi my dudes#the dude from gamushara
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I brewed...
#so i was thinking about things to draw#but then i started brewing lore...#Ryoma turns trash into film and eats it as a snack#kinda tastes like a communion cracker#anyway the gang sees her do this one day#and she tries to defend it by saying that#“its free and its good for environment!”#“if i dont eat it- who will?”#anyway so. obviously theyre like 😦 dude what#methinks Josuke tells his mom and tomoko starts inviting Ryoma over for dinner#essentially Ryoma becomes her second kid sksbsn#also Koichi's mom#obv they get asked why they cant use the money they get from their two jobs for food#ryoma explains that most of their money goes to their uncle bc hes disabled (basically Gadzooks chopped off his arm) and unemployed#But the moms know that Ryoma's uncle gambles.. so theres an inkling of Ryuncles shittyness#gonna call him Ryuncle now its shorter lol#initially the moms thought Ryoma was weird but then they gave them the time of day and now they adore her#gahaha Tomoko chastising Josuke asking him why he cant be like Ryoma#ryoma brings the moms candy from the shop#wah it breaks Ryoma's heart when tomoko and Koichis mom treat her so well because she wished her mom loved her like that#i was thinking of something else but i forgor#ill rb this and add more if i remember
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#stuff#i stayed up til 6am last night finishing summer camp fic#gang this thing is 53.7k.#the last chapter needs to marinate for a little bit#and then ill probably have to go through and do a fulllllll reread which is gonna be fun lmao#and then uh. well. then i can post it#it's seventeen chapters lmaoooo we're gonna have a good time besties#oh god now i need to start figuring out the tags and all the chapter titles and everything#oh boy#anyway here's some basic info to tide you over: malum ensemble fic#and by ensemble fic i mean all of 5sos all of atl all of 1d#please bear in mind i started writing this fic three (!?!?!) years ago#at this point the characters in it are literally just characters#they bear absolutely no connection to their real life counterparts#including any. yknow. drama. coughs meaningfully#okay that's all im gonna split now#if anyone has thoughts about an update schedule for once i finally get this fic done for good im all ears#cuz if i post one chapter a week then ill be posting this fic for four months#which is a fucking wild amount of time to be posting a fic. if i do that then ill still b posting the fic when i go BACK to camp this summe#and that would be bonkers#anyway!!! bye!!!#ETA ive actually been writing this fic since may 2020 which means it's been almost FOUR years in the making. that. is. insane.
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Let's see how many anxiety and sleep meds I can take before I black out because I can't deal with being conscious anymore. Everything is fake and nothing is real, the rules are fake, they're made up and they don't matter.
#already took enough that i feel buzzed like i drank#i just wanna not feel like this anymore#i would take any drug that was offered to me right now#might hit up the giant homeless group at the park and ask if anyone wants to fight me#would love to get punched in the face so i can feel anything else#would also love to beat the shit out of someone to feel my fists make contacts with a body#is cool tho nothing to worry about#just gonna be joining that homeless group tomorrow if we can't pay $3000 lmao#i love being alive in this fake world with fake money and fake lines and people that hate other people for just living their life and being#a certain color or having pigments on their skin that make them look different and oh man gotta kill about it#gotta kill em. they look different? kill em#it's the only rational and smart thing to do obviously#you know#it's cool#being alive is cool#it's not fucking pointless it's not like I'm living the exact reason why i hate this fucking world#I'm a product of my environment#and this environment has filled me with so much rage and hatred and violent thoughts and wanting to hurt things#it's cool though#no biggie gang gang bitch#🤙🤙🤙🤙🤙#watermelon-sempai#personalmelon
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you just got transformed into the last drawing you did. how are you faring?
#uuuh#not well 😆#picture this: I am an ex assassin who fell in love with his target that cost a lot of money to find and bring to the comissioner#except I rebelled and broke him out of the dungeons and we escaped and became good friends and then I realised I'm very much in love#but I shouldn't but your friendship seems like the best thing that happened to you#I panic and leave him previously making sure he'll be safe at his brother's and then isolate myself#hiding from people from your former gang of assassins for hire who is after you and is trying to drag you back#you grew uo there and thought it's your family and that chief was your father#but you were just abused and used for money since very young age#you know you just ruined your safe friendship by abandoning him#but you don't know what else to do to keep him safe and stay sane at the same time#random supernatural lady emerges though to fix you#and be like ey yo don't be fucking stupid here let's be autistic together I will teach you how to cope with trauma#you also have a horse best friend so you have to stay around for him#bless the horse#the horrors will end at some point though it's just gonna be a tough fight with your abuser trauma yourself and shitty rich ppl#you're Shtefan my OC 🚶♂️#his character is actually my rant about being indoctrinated into catholic church and religion which hurt me and made me hurt others#anyway 🪦#at least I would be hot and wouldn't have to pay for top surgery and have di—#my art
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